always waiting.

Perpetually.

I sit and wait and see when someone needs me to audition, nanny, show up, drive, anything.

Right now I am waiting to see if I get cast as an extra on the new Noah Baumbach movie called Greenberg. I have been reticent to do extra work because it seems tedious and it's nearly impossible to get a SAG voucher unless you kiss major ass or know the AD.

But on this shoot apparently everyone gets a voucher, so I am really really hoping that I get on. I need those pronto. I am over this shit.

Need a voucher.

I am planning on finally going through Central Casting as soon as things get a little less hectic in the coming weeks anyways but still. This would make things alot easier.

Maeby is definitely glad I am sleeping at home again though. Even if the grey weather made us a bit cranky today.

Am thinking about doing a raw food cleanse. Can't hurt right? I saw some dailies and look like a fat cow. I know in real life I don't but the camera is cruel. Le sigh.