I CAN'T with this commute anymore.
I know it's only five more days, but man, I'm at my breaking point. I literally want to cry every time I get into my car because I know that wherever I am going, I will be driving AT LEAST an hour to get there. I am just beyond over it.
Had a great big house tonight for the show. Lovely to see all those seats filled. Sweet Alexa and Brennan came out to see the show and I really super appreciate it. I don't expect all my friends to see all my shows, especially when I am not a lead, and also especially when I do three plays back to back in the span of a few months. With 20$ a ticket, I don't really expect or feel comfortable with my friends spending that much. I know lot's of actors get really upset when their friends don't come, but for the most part I'm ok with it. If I had a great big part though I would definitely need them there to support. But that's why it's fine that they don't come to the smaller ones. Save up the $ for the big ones. Maybe one day I'll get comps.
Last show tomorrow night! Ready for my next adventure, whatever it may be. And if that adventure entails working at my boring jobs and enjoying the east side for a couple months, I am happy with that as well. I am pretty burned out. And I miss my friends. Pretty ready for my social life now. I am so thankful I got to have so much summer theater work. It's a blessing and I am so grateful.
Maeby will be happy that I am around more as well. It's bad enough I am taking her away from the only home she has ever known. I'm gonna have to find someone to torture her at all hours of the day since my brothers won't be around.
Ok I should attempt sleep. I worked all day at the restaurant before the show and I'm doing it again tomorrow! Le sigh. One day I'll get paid to do theater and it will be amazing, right?
I know it's only five more days, but man, I'm at my breaking point. I literally want to cry every time I get into my car because I know that wherever I am going, I will be driving AT LEAST an hour to get there. I am just beyond over it.
Had a great big house tonight for the show. Lovely to see all those seats filled. Sweet Alexa and Brennan came out to see the show and I really super appreciate it. I don't expect all my friends to see all my shows, especially when I am not a lead, and also especially when I do three plays back to back in the span of a few months. With 20$ a ticket, I don't really expect or feel comfortable with my friends spending that much. I know lot's of actors get really upset when their friends don't come, but for the most part I'm ok with it. If I had a great big part though I would definitely need them there to support. But that's why it's fine that they don't come to the smaller ones. Save up the $ for the big ones. Maybe one day I'll get comps.
Last show tomorrow night! Ready for my next adventure, whatever it may be. And if that adventure entails working at my boring jobs and enjoying the east side for a couple months, I am happy with that as well. I am pretty burned out. And I miss my friends. Pretty ready for my social life now. I am so thankful I got to have so much summer theater work. It's a blessing and I am so grateful.
Maeby will be happy that I am around more as well. It's bad enough I am taking her away from the only home she has ever known. I'm gonna have to find someone to torture her at all hours of the day since my brothers won't be around.
Ok I should attempt sleep. I worked all day at the restaurant before the show and I'm doing it again tomorrow! Le sigh. One day I'll get paid to do theater and it will be amazing, right?
Much success at your show tonight, Lola! TQM --Mae's GP
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